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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-22 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Hector is very apprehensive...

But he approaches Zelkova with a little wave of his own, eyes still darting around the mall like something bad's going to happen. ]


Hey.

[ Even when he stands in front of the NPC (?), he's still looking around.

When he finally looks at Zelkova— ]


Well?
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-22 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Hector instinctively folds his arms across his chest when he hears his real name, and a frown immediately deepens across his features.

He doesn't like that. ]


...I don't know if you've noticed, but it's been a few days since I last logged on.

[ He pauses. ]

Why do you want to know?
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-22 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He frowns, arms moving from the crossed position over his chest to settle his hands at his hips. A test? Oof, boy. Knowing him, this isn't going to go well. ]

I don't know. Probably not. I could try and twist my reasons to make them sound heartfelt, but then I'm not being honest, am I?

[ He squints. ]

And it's not like there's one reason. Who does anything for one reason only?
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-24 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Doesn't everyone?

Hector's eyes narrow at Zelkova for a moment, and after a brief exhale, he speaks. ]


Right now? It's because I'm worried about the people here. Even the ones I don't know. I know I'm one of the few dedicated healers, and I feel like it's my responsibility to make sure they get out of dangerous areas unhurt. They should all know I'm happy to run dungeons with them whenever. [ If he's online, lol. ]

And part of it is just hanging out with new friends. I...actually do like some of the people I've met so far. Seeing them in VR makes these "online relationships" feel so much more meaningful. They're actually here with me, and not just text or pictures on a screen.

And... [ His eyes dart away for a second. He seems embarrassed, or hesitant about this one—perhaps the real reason he keeps coming back over and over, despite it all. ] ...I genuinely love exploring. It's fun wandering through random back alleys in Lumina Cloth, finding nooks and crannies in Mac Anu. [ There's a little gleam of joy in his eye when he looks at Zelkova again, even though the emotion is nowhere present on his actual expression. ] It reminds me of when I went camping for the first time in my life. There's so much to see, even in the tiniest details.

[ But his eyes harden again, and he tightens the arms across his chest, closing himself back up. ]

That good enough for you?
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-25 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's hard not to melt in the face of Zelkova's innocence... But Hector's guard remains up. He still isn't sure what the whole purpose of this is.

The snowy areas, though. He keeps rolling goddamn lava fields, so he's never been. ]


Yeah.

[ The world is beautiful, he'll give him that. He agrees very quietly, though.

At the question— ]


...I like the campgrounds. I don't know if that counts, since that isn't exactly a regular area. [ And there are no peaceful forests. ] But meadows too, I guess.
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-26 10:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hector doesn't really react to what Zelkova says, even if he agrees. He remains standing there, guarded, trying to suss out whatever his intentions are (he can't).

He's ready to just turn and leave when Zelkova speaks up again. And this time, a brow shoots up. ]


I...guess? [ Meaningful connections? He isn't sure he'd call them that. ] I can't exactly run Areas by myself.

[ healer btw, ]
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-27 10:36 am (UTC)(link)
...

[ Hector stares at Zelkova for a moment, frozen in place by the suddenness of the question.

He really isn't sure if he'd call these connections meaningful. Sure, he's gotten some friendships out of them, but for most—he doesn't know their real names. Or where they live. He only sees them as text on the forums, or as a projection of themselves through their avatars. It isn't the real versions of them. It's much in the way they don't really know much about him, personally.

But damn it all if he'd let anything happen to any of them. ]


I'd do anything to keep these people safe.
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-29 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, so that's what this is about.

Hector looks back and forth between the prism, Zelkova, the uncertainty in his face not totally leaving him. Tentatively, he takes one step forward and reaches out to accept it.

When he speaks, his eyes remain fixed on the mesmerizing spin of the prism. ]


...What do you mean by that?

[ That he hopes he never has to use it. What does it do. ]
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-09-30 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, well, that's—unexpected. Hector blinks in surprise as it vanishes into him. Huh. He's never collected a key item before.

But that surprise quickly gives way to a shadow of alarm when Zelkova says that. It makes him nervous, makes his heart race. This sounds bad. ]


Data Drain? [ His brow furrows. ] Sure, I should probably know how to use it, but...

[ ... ]

At least tell me how it works.

[ So if it's dangerous, he's at least making an informed decision. ]
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-02 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Doing that will kill them.

Hector purses his lips as he watches the digital tendrils reach and search. He sears the image, Zelkova's words into his mind. The last thing he wants to do is hurt another player. ]


I would never want to do that, so... Thank you, Zelkova. For warning me.

[ That thing about cores, though, tugs at him. Plus his warning about only using it as a last resort— ]

What is a Core, though?
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-06 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For a good moment, Hector just stares at Zelkova.

Would doing this hurt him? For all his frustrations with CC Corp and related entities, Hector isn't sure he actually wishes them any harm. But at the same time, if harming them means keeping the people he knows and can touch safe... ]


All right. [ He says this with finality, in acceptance of the power. ] Guide me.
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-12 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hector does exactly as told, and Zelkova will be pleased to see that the man is a very quick learner.

He copies Zelkova and reaches, as instructed, and he feels that well of power swell within him. It's a strange sensation at first, to the point that he almost loses his concentration, but he pushes past it. He watches as those tendrils search the air, and he understands.

As he lowers his arm, they vanish, and he feels the power still. ]


...Huh. Okay. I get it.

[ He turns to look at Zelkova again. ]

Thanks for this. I'll be responsible with it.
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-12 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ If his actions ever run the risk of hurting another, Hector pays attention.

But if it comes at the cost of his own well-being?

Hmm. ]


I'll be careful.

[ He nods.

It's a mystery if he truly takes that into consideration, especially with how he glosses over that without his usual questions. ]


Thanks, Zelkova. [ He holds up his wrist, the one that would hold the bracelet, with a little grin. ] Sorry if I was a little harsh with you earlier.
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-12 09:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ amb playin me like a fiddle... ]

Yeah.

[ Though the smile stays on his face, Hector lifts a brow, folds his arms. ]

Don't think giving me this special power lets you off the hook.

[ What hook? He doesn't say. ]
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-13 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hector squints, his suspicions come roaring back.

God. What has he agreed to? ...Not that this would ever prevent him from using the power.

Or over-using it. ]


Fine.

[ He'll take that as an open invitation. Watch out, Zelkova! ]

Well. [ Hector steps back, plants his hands on his hips. ] If we're done here, I'm leaving.
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[personal profile] secondthoughts 2023-10-13 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
No. Not for now.

[ Responsibly, out of consideration for Zelkova? Yes, possibly. Out of consideration for himself?

Hell nah. ]


Right, then. Behave yourself.

[ Hector fixes Zelkova with a sharp stare before he logs out and fizzles from existence. Goodbye, video game boy. ]